Have you ever reached a point in your life where you feel like you are being bombarded with things that you don't understand??? I don't know what it is, but that is how I have been feeling lately. College....relationships...work....there are just so many things coming at me right now that I am unable to wrap my mind around. The harder I try to figure stuff out...the less I seem to comprehend. The worst part about it is: The concepts that I am trying to understand are intangible. A right or wrong answer does not exist. It feels like I'm searching for something that I will never find....and that fact is creating an empty feeling deep inside me. I've always been a person to sit back and let life come to me. My motto has always been something along the lines of "live in the present and the future will take care of itself." It's not that I don't believe in this any more....it's just that I'm having trouble taking it one day at a time. Maybe a break from college will help me with the process. Only three more weeks.....


Wow, I sound so depressing these days....let me at least leave you all with something amusing. When I was walking to class today I saw a truck that was obviously supposed to read "preventive maintanence" on the side. However, the "ive" were missing on one side.....so it just read "prevent maintanence." I couldn't stop laughing to myself. It was classic. Imagine if a group of people just drove around in a truck trying to hinder repairs. I'm surprised I never added that to my "It would be funny if...." list. It's perfect.

my dad once told me something.. he said that every new stage of life is just if not harder than the last, simply because we have never been there before. People always say being a teen is the worse, then they get married and they say is harder, then they have kids and suddenly that is the worst... it just goes like that. What we gain from it all though is growth, tough as it is and each new stage although it's hard you have the previous ones to help guide you in an understanding, but it will never be easy or painless. I dont know if that is encouraging or discouraging but i figured i'd share.
» xXxshegzxXx on 2006-11-28 10:04:39

I hate not knowing anything, not being able to understand--why? how? But it still shows its face to me every day. >=[
» Silver-dot- on 2006-11-28 09:55:49

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