So the new year has finally arrived...but to be honest with you...it does not feel like anything has changed. Maybe this is because all of the changes I went through as a person occurred in the few months before 2007.....or maybe it is because january 1st is just another day to me....a day that just happens to be given a label of '07 instead of '06. After all, that's all time is...a method of labeling used by humans so that we can feel like we have a handle on its' elapse. Without people giving a name to the days, months, and years....time passes with little to no acknowledgment. This is how I feel....each day runs into the next....the lines between one week and another are blurred to me. Sometimes I feel completely alone...even when I'm in a room full of people. Of course I know this is not true...in fact, I am lucky to have so many people to keep me company most of the time. The only problem is...no matter how great my friends and family are to me...the bottom line is....friends and family do not cure "loneliness"...and as much as I wish things were different...this is how I feel these days. Let's hope the future holds something a little more comforting....

It never changes, just gullible people making resolutions who want it to be. Loneliness is something inside, in yourself--doesn't matter if anyone else is in the room. *shrug* My days are bleeding into one another, too. ;)
» Silver-dot- on 2007-01-02 11:21:42

I had probably the best time this last trip to maryland... thanks for being the host to all of our galavantingly fun times! hope all the hoopla gave your mind and heart a bit of a break and was able to enjoy yourself.
» xXxshegzxXx on 2007-01-04 12:30:31

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