It is hard to explain the way I have been feeling this past week or so. I'm not sad really...I feel somewhat at ease and comfortable at times.....however, all of my moods are tinted with an underlying emptiness. I am sort of drifting from place to place as the days pass me by.....I find myself daydreaming more often than usual...just staring off into space....It feels like if just one major thing changed in my life....I would be totally happy...but instead....the lack of a certain something has left me apathetically empty

poor thing. i've been down that road so many times; not really sad but just not happy either. however, i'll be happy to help make you as happy as possible!
» nickalinkos on 2007-02-08 10:50:59

I took scuba diving as a class in high school, and one time they turned off the air to our tanks and had us breath one full breath of absolutely nothing. It was the weirdest feeling ever. But they told us that just in case we ever ran out of oxygen, it would be our first impulse to rip the nozzle out of our mouths, and we had to make sure not to do that because even though breathing in absolutely nothing isn't helpful, it is very much preferable to breathing in water.

So I guess what I'm trying to say is that someday you'll feel fresh clean air in your lungs again, but until then, running on empty is preferable to what that *something* was doing to you, which was making you drown.
» Zanzibar on 2007-02-09 12:33:14

Sounds as though you're content and just want something new to enter your life.


Maybe you should start smoking. You'll die earlier, but hey, you'll look cool.
» Dilated on 2007-02-12 09:49:40

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